Sometimes you feel like you are the only one in the world. I have that kind of period right now. I broke up with my boyfriend, i broke up with one of my best friends, my mom and I have fights all the time... I feel so fucking alone. But when it is as hardest, when im on the bottom of everything, i start to thing about myself and god. I have MYSELF and I have the one who gave me the life, god, or call it what you want, universe, world. You have yourself, and you only have one best friend in whole life, thats you. So if no one else console you, console yourself. Console your best friend. And even if you dont beleave me, im absolutely sure that you have someone who is looking at you and hold your hand when you are crying, your guardian angel!



So now you know - You are never alone. you have yourself, god and your guardian angel.

When I start thinking about the summer we had, it was amazing! But under that amazing feeling there were times thar i cry myself to sleep, when I stop myself thinking about to give up on you. The times when i always went home from you with 1000 tears in my eyes. I remember those times very strong, even though i tried, the hardest i could to repress them. When I think about you, I feel lost. I never gonna kiss those lips again even if I once thought those lips was the last lips i should kiss. Then, when I start thinking about that I am alone, I start to cry. Before, I always called you when I felt empty and alone, and you filled me. But now, when I feel alone, I feel anymore alone when I know i am never going to have you again. Never. Feels like a joke.